Today wasnt a good day. Early morning i had gone to the doctor about my constant, unending headaches. He diagnosed Cloyster Migraines and prescribed a cocktail of painkillers. Started taking them at midday and thats when the world went down the drain.
First my boyfriend's phone was off all day (and night). And then the network was constantly busy. At around 10 pm (after taking about 10 painkillers), my mood swings began and i went from happy and cheerful to a clean freak and finally depressed. At around this time my boyfriend decided to show up. he just finished work (after starting around 9 am). In a depreesed mood i often get suspicious and paranoid and after my boyfriend went home (i was at work) i nearly cried from frustration. i was imagining him in various cheating situations and my paranoia was at full height. Knowing how much he loves me though i was angry at myself for thinking such things that i started crying at work (i was alone thankfully). All the way home i was on the verge of tears. But when i got home......my boyfriend hand laid candles all over the room, and made a heart out of some and even made me some dinner and a nice drink. Even though he was exhausted himself. Leona Lewis' 'Footprints in the Sand' was playing as well. I started crying as he hugged me and we slow danced as i silently sobbed into his shoulder, overcome with love and anger at myself. Suffice to say, i got over my depression and am thanking the stars for sending me the best boyfriend that any one person can get.